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COL671: LTAK: Drummer Magazine Returns

In this episode of Cubs Out Loud, it’s another installment of Let’s Talk About Kink. The guys are again joined by Tony aka Cubziz and reminisce about the adult magazines of yore. As Drummer Magazine makes a resurgence in both print and digital forms, the cubs discuss the shift from physical materials to digital ones to fap to and whether there is an audience for it. From Honcho to American Grizzly and from BEAR to Mandate, listen in as the guys peruse their porno roots to wonder about the future.

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Let’s Talk About Kink: Drummer Magazine Returns

Once upon a time, bears, cubs, admirers and more around the world enjoyed turning the pages of hard copy print magazines until the pages stuck together. Then the internet appeared on the scene, shifting focus for where we got our smut. 2007 sees the landscape change with turning a mobile phone into this thing called a smartphone. Soon after paper pages are replaced by swiping and sexting. Over a decade after the iPhone’s debut, the once very much enjoyed Drummer Men adult magazine is coming back on the scene. Is there an audience for a ‘zine’ – be it online with a print option?

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COL515: What’s Going On – June 2019

In this episode of Cubs Out Loud, it’s our What’s Going On episode for the month of June. This time around, the guys talk about butt stuff, and dungeons, and sexual positions and more….Wait, is this an episode of Let’s Talk About Kink? Not really.

What’s Going On?

  • Jeff: Night Shift & Dragons
  • Damon: Job News & Colonoscopy & Yesterday
  • Gary: New Stuff is Rough

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  • Steven Maxwell
  • สามารถ สมาธาร [Thai – Able to Stream]
  • Anwar Lordsire

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Twitter Followers

  • @jkiykvgi
  • @PardueJeffery ‏
  • @cockeyekink ‏ 
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Recent Shows

  • COL511: WTG – May 2019
  • FB215: Black Shirt Friday
  • COL512: What is. . . Pride?
  • COL513: 50 Years From Now
  • COL514: Trans Bear Listener

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Name: Howard N

Message: Hey guys. Wanted to write an email. Pride month is coming up and I wanted to talk a little bit about it, if I may. Pride can mean a lot of things to a lot of people, and I know the holiday is more specifically concerning lgbt+ persons, but I wanted to say a little bit about what Pride is to me. My coming out is a little different from regular coming outs, with bits being thing that are the same. I remember being so ashamed of who I am, as my background was heavily influenced by the Christian religion. I remember my first boyfriend, and the way he sat on my bed in my college paid apartment room and stated, “I’m not shy”. And the way I walked toward the bed and sat down and being instantly drawn to be felt against his body as he kissed my forehead. Cut forward a bit, I remember being angry with my mother on the phone after the day I had come out to her when she had come down for a visit. I remember feeling like she no longer understood me after years of being close (I was 20 at the time). Cut forward a bit more to a Kohl’s clothing store. I remember my first ex telling me to stop following him around as we were walking around the store. Cut to nights of feeling heartbroken and being taken advantage of. Cut to following relationships with guys and wanting to find somebody like him and me wanting to find someone I felt comfortable with again cause I no longer felt at home under the same roof with my mom. Cut to my self-hate and resentment at myself for getting so emotionally attached to people that I can’t let go, they hang around like ghosts in my head. Cut to the realization that my self-hate was more than just the fact that I was gay. And cut to me learning about Neurodiversity and autism. And how suicide ideation is more common in autistics who mask their neurology to suit the needs of the many. And to me realizing why I have such a hard time with understanding the dynamics of relationships. Being autistic is a lot like being gay in the fact that you don’t want to come out of the closet, even when everybody can tell there’s something different about you, wrong even. All through school I wanted to be like others so bad. I did weird stupid stuff to try and fit in with the social norms. But there’s a constant anxiety, and as you grow older, the anxiety turns into what’s called a mental illness (meaning you can be so afraid to the point of paranoia). This paranoia comes around particularly with people I like because I want so bad for them to like me and am so afraid of losing. Friends have lost connection, romantic relationships go sour…….I don’t want this anymore. I don’t want to be ashamed of who I am, the way I act and think differently from others, the way I react or my stimming (a term for autistics to explain the things they do to cope with stress). I want to stop being afraid of being social and being taken the wrong way. I take Pride in the fact that I am wired differently. (Btw, the symbol for Neurodiversity is a rainbow infinity)

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Gents,

Thank you all for doing this show. I so greatly respect your willingness to be public and open about your learning and growth; it’s not easy. The trans community is so important to me (a close partner is trans, long story), and I’m always so happy to see continued growth in the acceptance and support of our trans siblings. More learning for me too.

Some thoughts that crossed my mind while listening:

  • I think Jeff had a great idea; more trans porn! Lots of learning (up close and personal) to be had with more porn. No harm, lots of education, no one feeling under the microscope.
  • I think a guest on the show to talk more about the trans experience is a great idea. And while I love Hadrian, I feel like despite his breadth of experience (no shade!), it should really be a trans-masculine bear to discuss it in more depth.
  • A podcast recently came out called Two Headed Girl, where a trans-masculine person discusses a lot of issues around their transition. The two hosts are great. Might not be the kind of focused piece that’s helpful but it’s a wonderfully personal show.

Anyway, just random listener thoughts. Thanks again for keeping me company.

Best,

/Chris G

New comment on your post “COL513: 50 Years Later”

Author: Patrick B. (bostonareabear) 

Next on COL – episode 3133 (50 years from now in 2069) We will hear Hadrian read from his latest short story titled “Get off my lawn and get into my Craftmatic Adjustable Bed!”

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COL336: ‘My Three Way Relationship’

COL336In this episode of Cubs Out Loud, the cubs have an interview with Jeff Leavell, writer of the Vice article we presented in a previous episode. We take time to discuss Jeff’s relationships and get an intimate portrait of the life he has made with Alex and Jon.

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What’s Going On?

  • Jeff – Nothing.
  • Damon – My Birthday
  • Gary – NO PSL Mess Ups

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Re: COL333: LTAK: Chastity

Randall Stratton: great episode…as always

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threesome – every man’s dream

Billy Bob’s only desire before he passed away, was to participate in a threesome.

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Interview with Jeff Levell

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COL329: HNU: Is an Open Relationship for Me?

HostfulNewsUpdateIn this episode of Cubs Out Loud, it’s another hostful news update! In today’s episode, the cubs discuss open relationships. From the articles presented, we talk about the joys and potential pains of opening a relationship, monogamy and whether or not it’s natural. Plus, are we still hungover from our Power Hour celebration?

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What’s Going On?

  • Jeff – Yu-Gi-Oh obsession has returned
  • Damon – Low Key week
  • Gary – My body hates me

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Randall Stratton

my favorite on this list is shut up and dance with me….

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Vince Dragulin

What an amazing power hour it was!

YouTube Comments for COL328:

comicfan1023

That was fun to watch and Gary you are so sexy.

Alex Rodriguez

That was a great stream, I had a lot of fun watching and even asked my roommate to go get beer for me but sadly when he returned it was over. Still had a blast an I look forward to the next Power Hour!

GROWLr Message: re: COL328 video show:

It looked like a lot of fun.

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Hey guys,

I happened to be listening to another podcast and they mentioned “cubsoutloud”.  I was thinking where did I hear that and then it dawned on me that was the podcast I used to listen to several years ago.  I’m assuming this is the same one that had Griff and Timcub, and Jeff..  I had not thought about you guys in years and was so happy to hear that is back on.  My question is how long have you guys been back.  My partner and I listened back in the day when it was Jeff, Griff, Tim and Kudzucub.  I’m assuming this was around 2010ish and thought yall stopped the podcast.  Was it ever stopped?  Wow, this made my day.  Who are the new hosts and what happened to the old ones.  My partner and I used to be friends with Griff (Keith).  I know you don’t remember me but I was the flight attendant for USAirways and now Delta and we moved from Charlotte to Atlanta.  We hung out with Griff a few times but lost contact with him.  Is he still here??  So excited to be listening again.

Excited to hear from you,

Greg

Urbandictionary with Gary

Trap Queen

A bomb-ass female. The baddest female. She is loyal to her friends,lives for her family,and gives no fucks to bitter,petty bitches. She also enjoys listening to trap music.

CL is a trap queen imo.

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Hostful News Update

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