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COLDR: AS5E08: Clap Back

In this episode of COL Drag Race ‘T-Time’, we have made it to the finale! FINALLY!! Gary and Damon give their thoughts one last time as the Top 3 All Stars sing, dance, and sashay their way to the grand prize. What interesting twists and turns await them before they cross the finish line into the Drag Race Hall of Fame?

WEEKLY TOPIC

RuPaul’s Drag Race All Stars Season 5

Put the Pedal to the Metal:

Clap Back Music Video Performance

  • [Damon] – Some Good Moves, but One Outshined 
  • [Gary] – Unfair Comparison aka I Agree with Vixen

Stomp the Runway:

Category Is…All Star Eleganza

  • [Damon] – “Best Runway Ever” Hmmm 
  • [Gary] – Some Killer Presentations

Lip Sync for the Crown:

Lipsync For The Crown: “Make Me Feel” by Janelle Monae

  • [Damon] – Each Took It Differently, and I’m Not Hating That 
  • [Gary] – Not as exciting as hoped

Final Thoughts:

  • [Damon] –  So Humble…/Why?
  • [Gary] – Well, that’s a wrap.

 

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COL555: The Landscape of Relationships – Part 4

In this episode of Cubs Out Loud, the guys are joined once again by Edward Angelini-Cooke to discuss the landscape of relationships. In this fourth installment, Edward and the cubs break down the complicated emotion of jealousy and how it affects romantic and other relationships. Is jealousy truly a green-eyed monster or just simply misunderstood?

Show Topic

The Landscape of Relationships – Jealousy

Jealousy Quotes 

“Beware….of jealousy!  It is the green-eyed monster, which doth mock/The meat it feeds on.”-Iago, Othello, William Shakespeare

“Jealousy in romance is like salt in food. A little can enhance the savor, but too much can spoil the pleasure and, under certain circumstances, can be life-threatening.” – Maya Angelou 

“Jealousy is not a barometer by which the depth of love can be read, it merely records the degree of the lover’s insecurity.” – Margaret Mead 

Cognitive Triangle 

Emotions

  • Emotions are needed for survival 

Universally accepted expressions of feelings 

Notice there are more “negative emotions” than “positive emotions”….why?

Complex Emotions 

examples : Grief, Regret, Jealousy, Envy

  • Complex emotions include various emotional states (e.g. grief is the one we are most familiar with….Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression, Acceptance).  Freud’s model of Jealousy includes four major components:  Grief (pain of losing a relationship), Realization (we can’t have everything we want), Enmity (towards the “winner” of affection/attention), and Anger towards ourselves that we are not good enough.
  • Complex emotions  vary based on the person, situation, and culture….therefore, we can not rely on universally accepted facial expression.

Jealousy

  • What is it?  Jealousy is a complex emotion that includes feelings of anger, sadness, fear.  Typically experienced when a person experienced a threat to a relationship.
  • DISCLAIMER:  This feeling is not only reserved for romantic relationships.  We can have feelings of jealousy in familial, work, and friend relationships.  
  • Is it normal?  Absolutely.  Evolutionary scientists have shown that animals, such as dogs, experience jealousy.  It is a necessary emotion in order to preserve social bonds.  While it may be normal, it may not be helpful.  
  • People who experience jealousy in relationships, not shockingly, report decreased relationship satisfaction.
  • Why am I feeling Jealous? Research suggests that low self-esteem, possessiveness over others, high neuroticism , fear of abandonment are predictors of jealousy.  
  • Suspicious jealous-feeling stimulated by a thought or a feeling….this is typically due to an attachment trauma, self-conscious, low self esteem.  
  • Reactive jealousy-feeling stimulated by an actual event or triggers.  (Second Life study)

 

What Do We Do?

 

  • Work on yourself first….

 

      • What is your relationship with jealousy?  Do you have a pattern of jealousy in your life?  How intense?  
      • What are you feeling (angry, sad, or afraid)?  
      • What evidence do we have?  What am I thinking about?  
      • Why am I feeling this way? Am I envious?  At whom or what?  
      • How am I experiencing this physically?  If I feel tense, can I relax? 
      • Notice that your thoughts and emotions shift and change….this isn’t going to last forever.
      • Once you do this….then we can talk to our partner.
      • Communicate with your partner your feelings.  Recognize that jealousy isn’t a bad thing.  Discuss boundaries.

 

  • If your partner is the one who is jealous….

 

    • Listen to them….completely (Mantra: Just Shut Up and Listen!)
    • Don’t respond 
    • Reflect back what you are hearing
    • Practice empathy
    • Recognize that the jealous says more about them than it does about you.  

Addressing your Jealousy 

  • Refer to The Jealousy Workbook Chapter 17 through the end 
    • Buddhism, mindfulness, meditation, attachment 
    • Eye Movement, Desensitization, and Reprocessing (EMDR) 
    • Positive affirmations
    • Neuro-Linguistic Programming (NLP) CBT therapy that disects thoughts, feelings, and behaviors.

Compersion

  • Combination of pleasant feelings and thoughts towards your partner when they are in a positive romantic relationship with someone else.  
  • Turning jealousy into compersion….finding neutrality.  Increase empathy.  Look through their eyes.
  • Constriction to expansion.
  • Exclusion, abandonment, and deprivation to belonging, autonomy, and responsibility.  

Review:

  • Jealousy is a normal emotion, but not always helpful.
  • Listen to what jealousy is telling you as the person experiencing it or the person receiving it.  
  • Don’t avoid that you are on the ride.
  • Communicate 
  • If you feel you suffer from anxious attachment, talking to someone is helpful. 

Resources 

Books:  

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COL462: OTR: DF14

In this episode of Cubs Out Loud, Gary takes a break during Drenched Fur 14 to have a chat with returning COL guests Aaron and Ray of the Kentucky Bourbon Bears. They chat about their experiences with hosting, volunteering, and attending bear runs. Tune in to see what they have to say about working an event and what helps to create one guys enjoy.

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Show Topic

On The Road Show: Drenched Fur 14 in Erie, Pennsylvania

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COLDR: S8E2: Bitch Perfect

COLDRS8-Ep2That’s right, Pitches, it’s another episode of COLDR! In this lap around the track, Gary and Damon share their thoughts on this bitch perfect show. Get your team spirit on as the queens lip sync their way through another challenge. But this show ends with a couple of twists you weren’t expecting.

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Weekly Topic

First Impressions:

  • [Gary]: Civility?
  • [Damon]: The Big Fish

Thoughts on This Episode:

  • [Gary]: Lip Syncing as a Challenge?
  • [Damon]: Ass-id Betty/Team Spirit

Thoughts on Untucked:

  • [Gary]: Song and Dance
  • [Damon]: No Comparison/Don’t Play to the Background

Cooldown Topics

Takeaways:

  • [Gary]: Song and Dance
  • [Damon]: No Comparison/Don’t Play to the Background

Snaps / Eyerolls:

  • [Gary]: Snaps for… Kim Chi’s honesty
  • [Gary]: Eyerolls for… Worst Lip Sync ever?
  • [Damon]: Snaps for… Cynthia’s Leadership
  • [Damon]: Eyerolls for… NEVER Take It Off!

Closing Thoughts:

  • [Gary]: Two for one, now what?
  • [Damon]: That Ending Tho

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