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COL627: What’s Going On – November 2021

In this episode of Cubs Out Loud, it’s our What’s Going On for the month of November. As the cubs approach the end of 2021, listen in as they bring you up to speed on their month of Thanksgiving. From Final Fantasy to contest fantasy scenes, the guys share what’s been up with them.

What’s Going On?

  • Jeff: Vacation/Endwalker
  • Damon: AJ / Staying Home / Cinci Leather 
  • Gary: Year End Slide after the BUSYNESS

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YouTube Comment:

  • COL582: R.I.P. XTube/Pornhub? – xyz: Rip. What happened to xtube?
  • COL622: LTAS: Horror Stories – Oan R.: Lol, Gary’s story was weird. Aww, that was a nice little wrap up from Gary. 
  • COL623: What’s Going On – October 2021 – Oan R.: To be clear, I wasn’t saying I wanted to make Gary a pie. Although that’d be one hot pie. Sticky sweet….I need to go now. Watched the reactions again about the Gary-apple thing, it’s just interesting to see how different the responses are. Like am I talking about baking a pie, baking Gary into a pie, or turning Gary into an adult fantasy where he’s the main part of a pie with his torso covered in pie filling and surrounded by an outline of pie crust? … … Again, I need to go now and…do things. 
  • COL624: LoR: Unfriending – Oan R.: Lord of the rings, unfriending. Like when the fellowship fell apart
  • COL625: LTAK: Gear – Part 4: Oan R.: Claw la la la law…

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Recent Shows

  • COL623: WGO: October 2021 
  • FB338: TTO: From the Waist Down
  • COL624: LoR: Unfriending
  • COL625: LTAK: GEAR – Part Four
  • COL626: LTAF: The White Stuff

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COL515: What’s Going On – June 2019

In this episode of Cubs Out Loud, it’s our What’s Going On episode for the month of June. This time around, the guys talk about butt stuff, and dungeons, and sexual positions and more….Wait, is this an episode of Let’s Talk About Kink? Not really.

What’s Going On?

  • Jeff: Night Shift & Dragons
  • Damon: Job News & Colonoscopy & Yesterday
  • Gary: New Stuff is Rough

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  • สามารถ สมาธาร [Thai – Able to Stream]
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Recent Shows

  • COL511: WTG – May 2019
  • FB215: Black Shirt Friday
  • COL512: What is. . . Pride?
  • COL513: 50 Years From Now
  • COL514: Trans Bear Listener

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Name: Howard N

Message: Hey guys. Wanted to write an email. Pride month is coming up and I wanted to talk a little bit about it, if I may. Pride can mean a lot of things to a lot of people, and I know the holiday is more specifically concerning lgbt+ persons, but I wanted to say a little bit about what Pride is to me. My coming out is a little different from regular coming outs, with bits being thing that are the same. I remember being so ashamed of who I am, as my background was heavily influenced by the Christian religion. I remember my first boyfriend, and the way he sat on my bed in my college paid apartment room and stated, “I’m not shy”. And the way I walked toward the bed and sat down and being instantly drawn to be felt against his body as he kissed my forehead. Cut forward a bit, I remember being angry with my mother on the phone after the day I had come out to her when she had come down for a visit. I remember feeling like she no longer understood me after years of being close (I was 20 at the time). Cut forward a bit more to a Kohl’s clothing store. I remember my first ex telling me to stop following him around as we were walking around the store. Cut to nights of feeling heartbroken and being taken advantage of. Cut to following relationships with guys and wanting to find somebody like him and me wanting to find someone I felt comfortable with again cause I no longer felt at home under the same roof with my mom. Cut to my self-hate and resentment at myself for getting so emotionally attached to people that I can’t let go, they hang around like ghosts in my head. Cut to the realization that my self-hate was more than just the fact that I was gay. And cut to me learning about Neurodiversity and autism. And how suicide ideation is more common in autistics who mask their neurology to suit the needs of the many. And to me realizing why I have such a hard time with understanding the dynamics of relationships. Being autistic is a lot like being gay in the fact that you don’t want to come out of the closet, even when everybody can tell there’s something different about you, wrong even. All through school I wanted to be like others so bad. I did weird stupid stuff to try and fit in with the social norms. But there’s a constant anxiety, and as you grow older, the anxiety turns into what’s called a mental illness (meaning you can be so afraid to the point of paranoia). This paranoia comes around particularly with people I like because I want so bad for them to like me and am so afraid of losing. Friends have lost connection, romantic relationships go sour…….I don’t want this anymore. I don’t want to be ashamed of who I am, the way I act and think differently from others, the way I react or my stimming (a term for autistics to explain the things they do to cope with stress). I want to stop being afraid of being social and being taken the wrong way. I take Pride in the fact that I am wired differently. (Btw, the symbol for Neurodiversity is a rainbow infinity)

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Thank you all for doing this show. I so greatly respect your willingness to be public and open about your learning and growth; it’s not easy. The trans community is so important to me (a close partner is trans, long story), and I’m always so happy to see continued growth in the acceptance and support of our trans siblings. More learning for me too.

Some thoughts that crossed my mind while listening:

  • I think Jeff had a great idea; more trans porn! Lots of learning (up close and personal) to be had with more porn. No harm, lots of education, no one feeling under the microscope.
  • I think a guest on the show to talk more about the trans experience is a great idea. And while I love Hadrian, I feel like despite his breadth of experience (no shade!), it should really be a trans-masculine bear to discuss it in more depth.
  • A podcast recently came out called Two Headed Girl, where a trans-masculine person discusses a lot of issues around their transition. The two hosts are great. Might not be the kind of focused piece that’s helpful but it’s a wonderfully personal show.

Anyway, just random listener thoughts. Thanks again for keeping me company.

Best,

/Chris G

New comment on your post “COL513: 50 Years Later”

Author: Patrick B. (bostonareabear) 

Next on COL – episode 3133 (50 years from now in 2069) We will hear Hadrian read from his latest short story titled “Get off my lawn and get into my Craftmatic Adjustable Bed!”

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COL496: What’s Going On – January 2019

In this episode of Cubs Out Loud, it’s time to catch up with the guys for another What’s Going On! The cubs share COL feedback received this month and also give some glimpses into their lives so far. From lethargy to trips to new employment, listen in as the guys share what’s happening in January.

What’s Going On?

  • Jeff: Daytime Conversion, Lethargy, and Dragons
  • Damon: Return to Chorus, MAL & AJ
  • Gary: Climbing Out of Darkness

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  • Rotundaplomb Replying to @cubsoutloud re: COL495: Online Scattergories: When I’ve played, we’ve used the rule that the scoring word can’t be used twice. So Orange blossom and Orange peel in the same round would be out. Also, someone needs to play the audio (maybe minus silent parts) of when you were thinking of answers over an orgy scene.

Recent Shows

  • COL494: 2018 Year in Review
  • COL495: Scattergories: COL
  • FB245: Are You Getting Enough Fiber? Let Your Fork Tell You!!

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COL485: What’s Going On – October 2018

In this episode of Cubs Out Loud, it’s time for our monthly catch up show! Jeff and Gary chit chat about what’s been going on with them for the month of October and then *breathe in* we go through the lists on lists on lists of our followers on Facebook, Tumblr, and even Instagram. List-en in as the cubs thank all of our fans and give them a little love.

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  • ‎Victor Guerrero: I would like to know what have been yalls favorite “bearbash” experiences? And/or what yall look forward to?
  • Re: COL484: Skeleton Crew Update
    • Joshua R. Pangborn: Huge treat to be back! Thank you all for having me!
    • Ashley Monique Menard: Can’t wait to listen to this one.
  • Michael Q posted: Looks like Growlr is also phasing out any advertising for massage. I just received this notice:
    • Chester B: Sucks for legitimate workers.

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YouTube Comment:

  • re: COL482: Addiction/Cheating – bostonarea: New drinking game…. Take a shot of alcohol every time Damon says “box” during the Pre-Show.

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  • Charles S.‏ @GBearTrekkie65Just enjoyed @cubsoutloud podcast episode 476: Catchup & More Part 2! #HotShirtlessCalendarModels

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COL481: Feedback Survey Update

In this episode of Cubs Out Loud, the guys take some time to review the recent feedback survey that we asked our listeners to complete. Listen in as the cubs discuss what information we received and have some fun hearing from our fans. Also, Gary surprises his besties, Damon gets a shitload of chinese food, and Jeff is working hard for the money.

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What’s Going On?

  • Jeff: Work, Work
  • Damon: Mr Argos Contest/Chinese Food Mixup
  • Gary: Birthday Weekend Getaway

Show Topic

  • We discuss the survey monkey feedback results.

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